opening up

This morning a fine dew was covering the whole landscape.

Watching the sparkles in the droplets on green leaves made me recognize some closed poppies.

Like sparkles in the beautiful eyes your are looking at; creating anticipation for what is to come out. What is in there ? Waiting for a message to arrive from deep inside; can we be patient?

We often behave like flowers, at times with some sparkles on the outside, staying closed yet full of promises. The right circumstances let us open up and blossom. We could call it synchronicity (blog of May 25). Should we perhaps try to bloom / flourish on our own?

synchronicity

The incentive to start a blog comes from sharing ideas with my son who started his in April.

Yet my writing had taken off many months ago in form of a rather private, handwritten notebook / diary. It is the result of dealing with great internal difficulties. While they were hidden, they must have been there forever. Every so often some of them were peeking through cracks in the wall, causing discomfort. After several unsuccessful attempts of finding help I was rather discouraged. Yet I finally managed to ask for help and admitting to needing support (a rather big step for a guy who has all the answers) and synchronicity brought me in touch with a true "Mensch". Affinity combined with intuitive reach through the cracks was instrumental in removing barriers thus opening access to feelings, emotions, and deeply rooted thoughts. Today I can find courage to write and willingness to share.